Letting go my SEAN
I'm feeling out of whack,
I'm feeling out of tune.
I've felt this way since the day I lost you.
At first I felt it temporary, I thought you'd come back with time.
Then I finally realized you weren't gonna be mine.
I tried to get you back and I tried to make you see.
Then I just realized that I loved you and you never loved me.
It took a while to understand,
I'm still trying but I can't.
I don't want to realize that you're really gone.
I'm living in a handful of memories,
I'm stuck in the happiness of my past.
I'm living to love you even though I lost you
and you're not coming back.
I dreamt a dream of you,
A dream of you with me.
Then I woke up to reality and I knew you left me.
It's been a while since you've been gone,
But I haven't given up hope.
Even though you often seem to make me sad,
I still love you-
I try to regain the love I once had.
Time's been passing.
I'm beginning to see no matter how much I love you and I try,
You'll never try to be the one to make me happy.
So I guess it's time for me to let go.
But I'll always love you,
and in the back of my mind I'll never give up hope.
But I'm tired of being taken for granted,
and thought of as a joke.
I'll be here waiting just like I've been.
It seems to me I'm waiting, but just to be your friend.
But as a closure I'd like to let you know,
That even though you can't see,
You're still one of the biggest parts of me!
Maybe someday you'll understand that I want you and only you.
But that's the one thing that I can't have!
I MISS YOU AND I WANT YOU BACK!!!